The seeds planted and the field watered, the crop when seen was found to be weed. full-fledged prepearation, multiple night out sessions, and reading thoroughly through the book too couldnt help my fate. "0" it was to be and ZER0 it will be, after all Indians discovered it. It feels like I have let down everyone, but .. what was the cause?, Work.. no, I did work well, lack of grey cells..might be. or may be. I am now craving just for some peace of mind. But, then I know I can never est in peace, not after such a dismal peformance. The whole world is lit up, but the light evades my room. I still live in the darkness,all alone, ignorant, of the world, sobbing in my own world, my light is getting blown away...Is this the end?

A Triology...
Part I
That day, I saw beauty unlimited. As it is called, that feeling to go talk and you know what, kept pecking me. Hey, Monogamy never went good in this world. And, of course the obvious feeling that we are better than the self-elected mate of my dream mate, I believe is an obvious feeling. So, Talk I will. But, hey how should it be? A "simple HI" is never enticing enough for the warmth to sink in. So, umm... let's see. How about a drink and a movie? good one, thought I, but then Do I need to pay for the movie? Guess I can , Beauty never comes free. A sheer glimpse and my mind cannot for a mind stop recalling that moment. Wondefull!!! Disturbing!!! Sexy!!
Always in two minds... Wait for a better fish or trap this one. OR hey, Am I the fish here??
That was the better half.. and now
Girls apart , academics keep hitting me hard. This time it was a real hard hit. Not by marks, nor by exams, There is this guy who says, that he wouldnt pass me just like that. He's gonna take a personal viva of everyone in our group. Now, Hang on.. that doesnt mean I dint work? but.. Hell.. OK, I dint work on it and now I cant answer shit.
Hang on... The next one still shows my butchered body being eaten by rabid dogs and then getting shared by ..I dont know..mayb my profs

infested

infested
I guess v can never have the best of both the worlds. So, I tried to have the best of the corporate world and failed miserably. But the other world, is really enticing. It really is a pleasure at times, pain, I mean. Even now I dont get this thing into my head, but yes pain is a pleasure. an Yesterday it was pleasure. Imagine wierd sounds from beneath you a cough, a choke an all lights dying. It's pitch dark and your vehicle has broken down. In despair, we laughed. I do not realize why, but life is the same guaranteed to supply disasters from nowhere and when pain is a pleasure you are holdin life the right way. It was really amazing the way we crawled a whole km and saw garba at this village for two hours. I really am missing her now. I mean, yes, she is just a net friend , but I really dont have words. I can just say hey!!!get back soon. Sorceress.....
All fun is no more fun when you can't say it to ur loved one. But it is a pain ...and as I just said pain is pleasure..or hey!!! good night

Resurrection

The building is half done. A hotel was to be made but a mall strucutre was constructed. Now, we need to do more than just go back to the beginning. The bricks are ready and so are the others but the construction needs to b halted for destruction. Resurrection, is what is wanted . Evil needs to die and the better part needs to get back in my life , And I hope all this takes place in my sleep and I wake up a new man. The sting of alcohol and the lively rant of people has still not sunk in even as the reminiscensce is being wiped off. Shooting the breeze, people go back to their homes as I still have no destiny written. I am undone due to various reasons.
1. No Studies
2. No Girl
3. No Alcohol
4. Excess Sleep
5. This new BLOG thingie
Still the triumph of good is what is true says history
so,
my new Schedule
03/09/04
8-11 am -CNS
1-3 pm - IQM
4-5pm - DCP
8-10pm - IQM
11-12pm -Sp
If this goes my way, I think Everythin else soon will!!!!!!!!!!
Just Dont give up hope....Goldfishes can fly and earthworms can hop

hitting keys randomly

Nostalgic!!! Yup that's what I am getting with theses songs. It's very difficult to measure life, either by retrospection or by just brooding at the present happenings. Sweat always oozes out of the skin, but does it mean that form has done work? My conscience also has this small guilty feeling that I couldnt help the puny, hurt creature I saw. Being huge and commanding in this world, is really hard to bear, i mean for smaller creatures but mind you, size is not the only matter.
Looks like my body is producing just too many harmones or is it that girls here have really grown beautiful? Yearning to get hold of one now, my head goes back to the time when I "had" a good one. Time really flies when you have companions and in that females...Umm...

Scar marks reveal that there was an infest on me. The warriors have left the planet now, but the planet has been marked by them. These six legged creatures are a threat to the fairer sex of the homo sapien kind.

Time is using quantumn mechanics I guess to get that speed ....
MY StUDY ScHeDule
02/oct/04
Sat
1. Quantumn mechanics till 3 pm(3 hours)
2. Computer Networks [3-5 pm]
3. DCP [7-9 pm]
4. SP [10-12 am]