Broken shadow

Tears don't come,
they wallow in pain,
shades of black,
memories again,

Drenching in rain,
I hoped to wash down the pain,
all in vain,
I see black again.

Was there ever a golden dream,
Was I just a flowing stream,
a silent shadow,
not a team.
Keep walking you will, but you lost me there,
the place where the sun shall never bare.

the short and long of it

is never to show your back! and well if you did, face it full in the front now. Hope is a kill-joy for the future sometimes. I can't look back at things I havent done because I did not. I havent done things because I did not feel like. I did not feel like doing them because I did not realize their place in my life. I stopped building pillars as I could not see the house!

It has been a long time since I have given words to floating thoughts. I have been losing thoughts. Random sparks have abandoned me. Nostalgia, good moments, bad moments, everything eludes memory. I have to try to remember and it hurts. Rust

Jalori trackback

It still echoes loud and clear when he says, of all the groups, "you were the best".
The silence while getting down from jalori is something I can never forget.
I cherish that week beyond description and look forward for more such moments in life.