As we go without a pause aging day after day after day, do we realize that somewhere sometime we thought we would have time for ourselves when we would ponder about why we are alive and what we need to do. For more people than ever, the moment keeps coming more often. So, it does to me to. And so, it did to me to. And I decided to think about it and see what I can do.
A change? a revolution? pleasing everyone? revenge? peace? what message do I carry to my grave? Time will certainly uncover the mystery but not before I realize it is too late which exactly is by the way what I do not want.
I want to move ahead and improve upon my self. my future self. Is that all?
Seeking something so meager , something that is not possible, atleast yet. I can never know myself.
Rarely do I look at a mirror. Upon close observation I realize, I do not sound like I look. I do not act like my look. I look unmatched to my personality. Then, I record my voice in a vain attempt to recover some ego. My voice falters. It does not suit me, not my personality. What is it that is right was what I started thinking. Humans can never compare themselves. Self-improvement without self assessment. Hopeless?
Still, lets see
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