in win, out doubt

for the uninitiated, fashion has sinked in a BIG way in all kinds of people. When it has set into me, it has set into everyone can be a safe assumption. And so I walk down the road, thinking about whether my sweatshirt matches with my shoes, whether white socks are too weird or are they fine, whether a certain color 'X' which I shall not mention is 'in' this season or not.

Speaks. Speaks that I have too much time left on my hands these days when I am looking at blogs, making comments, checking my social network, calling people, lifting the phone when people call, It is a change. A change I have not predicted. A rare moment of being silent when you think about what you have been thinking and you think that what you have been thinking about is not worth it. And then you think whether you can think like that or not. And this hierarchy keeps going until sweet sleep takes over.

They tell me hip-hop is in. I listen to hip-hop. what is hip-hop? Hopping your hip all over the place. I am better off looking at a certain subset of the society hopping their hips. They tell me Akon is cool, rather Akon is kewl is what they say. I see and listen to Smack that, make a futile attempt to memorize the lyrics and maki it look cool.(kewl). Wearing oversized clothes is out. Dark clothes in. The darkest piece of cloth I have is my underwear. Superman is here folks!!!!


What else is in? to me, in my own context? LIFE is in. Do what you want, life it your way, sing the worst song, sing the loudest, make those poor neighbours either deaf or go mentally unsound, vomit on the next girl you see, pee on most expensive car you see come back to your room, face shining in glee at the happy things done. Break glasses, throw stones, just be careful not to hit me as I am the motivator.

fake=feku

Hey! he is faking it.
Must be a fake.

How about...
feku hai bahu badaa
fek raha hai

So, is fake the origin for 'feka raha hai' in our bindaas waala hindi?

Let this Moment live

As we go without a pause aging day after day after day, do we realize that somewhere sometime we thought we would have time for ourselves when we would ponder about why we are alive and what we need to do. For more people than ever, the moment keeps coming more often. So, it does to me to. And so, it did to me to. And I decided to think about it and see what I can do.

A change? a revolution? pleasing everyone? revenge? peace? what message do I carry to my grave? Time will certainly uncover the mystery but not before I realize it is too late which exactly is by the way what I do not want.

I want to move ahead and improve upon my self. my future self. Is that all?
Seeking something so meager , something that is not possible, atleast yet. I can never know myself.

Rarely do I look at a mirror. Upon close observation I realize, I do not sound like I look. I do not act like my look. I look unmatched to my personality. Then, I record my voice in a vain attempt to recover some ego. My voice falters. It does not suit me, not my personality. What is it that is right was what I started thinking. Humans can never compare themselves. Self-improvement without self assessment. Hopeless?
Still, lets see

Help Me referencees

EDIT- Pondicherry for freshers guided by Praneet
Cafe la Luna
Hotel Surguru
Biryani from anjappar (curtesy your truly)
Drinks with match: Promenade pool side looking over bay of bengal
Dinner - Rendezvous

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Mahabalipuram:
Lunch- Seaside Restaurant
Drinks : Ajanta Seaview again overlooking Bay of Bengal

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Bakery
New Creation Corner
Cafe La Luna Rouge
Paradise Pizzeria

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La terrase : Brunch
Chunnambar Boat Club + Paradise Beach
Daily Bread Bakery
Anjapaar
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Cafe De Luna or la?
----breakfast@?
some swamy?---?
Dinner - Promenade/Home
Mahabalipuram-
Lunch-nil
Dinner-that restaurant with french people

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Bakery
Croissant
New Creative Corner
Farm Fresh
Cafe la Luna Le Rosa
Paradise Hotel
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lunch@ day la exit?
dinner: same some swamy?
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Bangalore:
Forum Transit
KFC
McDonalds
Taika's